LouBelle, I think I've just become tired of the wretched drama of it all. That's it, that's all. I still believe in the Bible minus physically going to the meetings. I'm not torn over it, I just HATED the never ending drama. I think of the great mercy of love displayed by Jesus when he was here and can't help but think that he will be merciful toward me. After all, I am not perfect and without his mercy I am nothing.
It may sound strange to many of you who choose not to acknowledge God or Jesus and bow to their will, but it brings me great pleasure to know and recognize that I am nothing but a grain of sand in their eyes. Yet...still loved. For me, that's how it works, for many of you, you have no need to acknowledge God or his son. Each must make their own decision.